If She's out there somewhere or in here somewhere, I'm sure this wasn't on Her agenda considering the state of the planet. OTOH, I do know that all things are temporary and could be gone in the blink of an eye, so I'm grateful, grateful, grateful for life each day and all it brings.
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I do know an angel though who's been wonderful throughout this process. Here she is next to another of my passions: growing roses.